My name is Tarek and I’m from Bangladesh. I’m a regular reader of ISS. As I used to read the stories, often I also wished to tell the readers of my own story that I have been carrying within me for years. But I have always been suffering from hesitation, I don’t know why. Every person has unique stories of his or her own. And sometimes truth is stranger than fiction. I have also seen some fabricated stories in ISS. Real stories are more enjoyable than the fictitious ones. The real stories are like mirrors where we can see ourselves and all our carnal behaviors reflected.
Today I like to shake all my hesitations off and relate the most adventurous story of my life. This is the story of my first endeavor, my first initiation into the mysterious realm of sex. Bangladeshi society is rather conservative and my milieu was not any different. On that time I was a student of HSC, which is the 12th class in Bangladesh. We had been living in Dhaka and we had a house maid. Her name was Ajeda and on that time she was about 14 years old. She had been with us since her childhood. Her other sisters had also been working in many of our relatives’ house. So she was very familiar with all of our family members. She came from the same home district as we. In fact she grew with us and that is why she was regarded as one of the family members.
I was not very concerned about her and almost forgot her entity. It was the most difficult period that every man experiences; it was the period of my adolescence. I was overwhelmed with restless sensation characteristics of adolescence. Potential female faces that I came across in the day time reappeared in the night as my paramour and I didn’t know what to do. Already I had learned the art of masturbation and in those nights it was my only remedy.
One day I was just skimming over a magazine in our living room and Ajeda was cleaning the windows. I was hardly aware of her presence. Suddenly I felt something…..but could not understand immediately what was wrong. I looked at her and realized that something had gone terribly wrong. I moved toward the window that she was standing by and looked outwards. There I found a guy standing and beckoning with amorous gesture to her. Ajeda was standing there all pale. Everything seemed clear to me and I asked her what the matter was. Immediately she started begging my forgiveness and requesting me not to tell anything to my mom. She was promising every possible thing that she would do for me if only I would not report it to anybody. She was uttering gaspingly, “I will do anything you like me to do but please don’t tell it to anybody. I don’t know that guy. He use to gesture at me whenever I come near this window”. She was emphasizing on “anything” that she would do for me to atone herself and this intrigued me. All on a sudden I perceived the opportunity and the innocent girl was doomed.
Ajeda was a little petite girl with dark complexion, she was just blooming. For the first time I looked at her appreciating and there she was with all her innocent and provoking luster. She was still in her frock but her boobs were already developed. She lived and developed rather unnoticed. She used to call me Mama (maternal uncle).
I told her all right, but at the same time I made her realize what a grave crime she did commit. On that time my parents were busy with their respective job and duties. Ajeda sleeps in a room adjacent to the kitchen. My room was on the same side and my parents lived on the other side of the house. At night I could go to the kitchen without disturbing anybody which I often did to prepare tea. Whenever I needed to go to kitchen I had to go there passing Ajeda’s room. She always locked her room from inside at night.
Next one or two days I was planning and at the same time threatening her about the consequence that she was about to face if only I did report. I was also very frightened about the fact that if she would report to my parents about my advance towards her then I would be undone for ever. I also gave a thought to abandon my entire plan. But my libido prevails upon all good reasons. I called her one evening and told her in grave voice that there was only one way for her to make me forget everything. She was eager to know it and reassured me about her acquiescence. I told, “You know what I like to get from you, Don’t you?” At first she did not understand and asked, “What?”
“Well, you must know what I can ask from you as a male”
“I am not getting you, what do you like to get?” Ajeda replied.
I was perplexed and could not understand how to make it clear to her. I tried again and this time I stared greedily at her boobs and said you must know that. She got it this time and was apparently stunned. She could not look at me and was looking downwards. I told her to think of it and let me know her decision later. I also told her that this was the only thing she could do to make me connive at her misconduct.
Next day she came to my room cautiously and asked me again what actually I liked her to do. I told her, “You know that”. But she kept asking importunately what exactly I was going to do with her. Finding no other alternative I told her that I would like to put her clothes off and then …..You know! She seemed to be very much frightened. I left her without saying anything.
Again next day she came to me and told me that, what I planned to do was very risky because that could make her pregnant. “But you are not that much older” I inquired.
“Oh no I am already, I have my…..you know….from last year. Otherwise I am ready to do anything,” Ajeda said. I was happy indeed but at the same time frightened too at the risky aspect of enjoying her.
On that time I was an inexperienced lover and was too young to go to a medical store to purchase condoms. I did not like using condoms either. After all it would be my first time. I knew about safe period sex but forgot the exact timing. So I purchased a book about sex and from that I collected the information about the safe period. I told everything to Ajeda and assured her that it would be no problem. After much calculation I fixed a date with her. She told me that she would give me the chance just for once and never. I agreed. Then she told me in an apprehensive tone that it would hurt her badly.
“How did you know that?” I asked.
“I heard it so from my cousin who is married”
“Don’t worry; I will take care of that. Besides, you need to tolerate some pain, after all you committed a serious crime” I told her. She had no other alternative but to acquiesce tacitly. Her taciturnity encouraged me and I bent on my plan to enjoy her to my heart’s content.
The assignation was three days later and I passed those three days throbbing with anticipation. And at last the day arrived. I reminded her and told her that I was coming to her room that night. She looked at me intently and tried once again to dissuade me. But I was immovable and told her that there was no other alternative to expiate her crime. She looked at me like a trapped rat. And then I asked, “Is that all right?” Then she very firmly reminded me that I was going to get the chance just for once and never. I agreed readily. So, I told her to keep the door of her room open and to wait for me. I would come after everyone had fallen asleep. She listened silently and went to her way with a very melancholic appearance. She was looking great in her helpless predicament.
It was such a night that I was to remember for the rest of my life. I was pacing in my own room and in the dinner table I had no appetite. To find it difficult to pass the time I went to bed early and waiting there for the right moment. I was shivering whenever I thought what I was going to have.
Our flat was rather spacious and it was divided into two by a passage. My parents’ bedroom, living room and another room were in the eastern side. In the western side there were three rooms in a row. The first one was mine, and then the passage and it led to the kitchen passing dining room and a little guest room. In this little guest room Ajeda slept. The positive side was that when my parents closed their room the eastern side was aloof and detached. If at night my parents came out of their room, there was no way to understand where I was and what was happening in the kitchen and most importantly in the little guest room.
At about half past midnight all seemed quiet. I waited for another half an hour and then came out of my room and closed the door very silently. I then started for my very first amorous adventure. I was wearing a lungi and apparently shaking when I slowly approached towards the kitchen. I went to kitchen first and arranged everything to prepare a cup of tea. I made the arrangement to create a pretext….in case!!
I came in front of Ajeda’s room and pushed the door. In a state of euphoria I found it open. Gingerly I pushed the door open and entered into the dark room. I put on the light and looked at Ajeda. In that room there was a little bedstead for the guest but she used to sleep on the floor. She closed her eyes tightly as the room flooded with sudden light. I closed the door, went near her and sat down beside her. I hold her wrist and tried to call her up. She looked at me and I told her that this was the time…… This time she tried her last to get rid of me. I got angry and told her that all right I was leaving but the next morning I would inform everything to my mom. She gave up and conclusively asked me to do whatever I liked to do. A trickle of euphoria went down my backbone and I reached out for the zipper of her Kameez. I pulled it down and brought her kameez out of her front part. She immediately crossed her hands and hid her boobs. Forcefully I removed it and looked at her boobs. I will not try to describe how beautiful her boobs were because mere words cannot describe the beauty of young virgin boobs. Her nipples seemed to be very erect and they were like big cherry fruits. I put my palm on one of them and cupped it and pressed it lightly. Instantly I lost all patience and started kneading the breast hard. She was squirming and moaning in a whisper….ish… ish…ah…ah….ish… lage… Lage (it hurts, it hurts).
I squeezed and squeezed on till I was satisfied with them. Then I pulled my own vest out of my body and pulled down her Kameez and brought it out of her body. She was topless now. I embraced her bare body and it felt amazing. Her bare body was so soft, smooth and worm. I bent my mouth on her nipple and started sucking. She was wriggling and hissing. I told her not to move and kept on sucking.
“Mama, ki koren? Ki koren? (What are you doing?). My penis was about to tear off my lungi and I started to reach out toward her belly and downwards. I held the one end of the fastening lace of her Salwaar and pulled it out. At first she did not understand what was happening but soon she realized that I was opening her Salwaar. She held the fastening lace tightly “….na Mama…. Na……pleeeeeeeaaassseee!!!!”
There was nothing on earth to dissuade me. I scolded her rudely and very forcefully took out the fastening lace out of her grip. In no time I loosened and hoisted her Salwaar down and took it out of her legs. Instantly she placed her both palms on her womanhood and tried to hide it from my sight “na mama na dekben na dekben na pleeeeaasseee” (Don’t look at it, don’t… Don’t… Please!!) Ecstatically I removed her palms and looked at the ultimate prize.
I was transfixed by the stunning beauty of her little pussy. It was so amazing and fascinating that I could not avert my eyes. It was like a bud covered with very delicate and tender brownish hair. Her pubic hair was just growing and hence it looked very soft. She laid there like the hapless maid who was brought to the altar of sacrifice. I unfastened my lungi hurriedly and brought it out of my body and threw it on the other side of the bed. I put my palm on her cunt. It was soft and furry, Ajeda was squirming and hissing and closed her both knees tightly but I forced her to keep both of her knees apart. I looked at my penis and I never seen it so large before. My penis is more than average and on that moment it assumed a horrible size. My circumcised penis was seething with rage and was moving up and down with an inexorable power.
I rode on her and placed myself on her chest keeping my weight on my knees. She kept her eyes closed all through…but I wanted to show it to her. I called her and told her to open her eyes. She opened her eyes and instantly shrunk back at the very size of my erect penis in front of her. She was horrified at the enormous size of it. “eh eh uhu uhu eto boro kano? Voi lage, shoran….” (Why is it so big? I am afraid…move it away!!!). I told her to make it wet with her saliva. At first she did not understand, so I told her that if she made it wet with her own saliva it would be lubricated and it would hurt her less. I also told her to take it into her mouth, which she refused adamantly. I did not force her and told her ok, just moistened it with your saliva. She took her saliva in her palm and anointed my penis. It felt great and I could not hold myself any longer. I crawled backward and placed my penis on her little cunt. I looked backward under my body and found my erect penis just in position. The fatal size of my penis made me apprehensive too. It looked like a leviathan before a little butterfly. I held my moist penis with my hand and placed the tip of it on her slit and pushed it inwards. At first it slid downwards….Ajeda shuddered under my body. She was not cooperating and so I scolded and threatened her again and forced her to comply with my instruction. I straddled her legs and bent her both knees and furled it backwards. Thereby I found her pussy more positioned to be penetrated. I got the idea of this particular position from a sex magazine. Again I held my penis and tried for the second time. This time, on the way slipping down again, it seemed to have found the right entrance….and I kept it there and pushed hard. The corona of my penis seemed to be dipping inside and Ajeda gave a horrific startle….I bit my lower lip and pushed on. It seemed to me that my penis was wearing a soft rubber ring and the ring was slithering slowly onwards. On that very moment Ajeda started screaming….. Ish….. Ish…uh… Uh… lage…. Lage… na… Mama… Na… Batha lage… ish… ish…uh… uh… ishiiii (It hurts…it hurts…oh no!!!….don’t…don’t……). As I pushed hard her screaming also increased proportionately. I was metamorphosed into a sadistic demon and placed my palm on her mouth and gagged her mercilessly. I held her tightly and pushed my penis inside her. Ajeda was writhing under me and vehemently tried to throw me away. The sound of her muffled moaning had a great impact on me and I shoved in with demonic force. The soft ring slowly slithered towards the base of my penis and with a final push I impaled her totally. The full length of my penis was lost into her and I felt it tight and warm.
I started pumping clumsily. Then the pace of my butting haunches increased. I felt it to be beyond my control. Frantically I was pumping and then a final and fatal shove uuuhhh aaaahhh ishhhhh…! I shoved my penis with all of my force as if I was trying to touch the furthest point inside her with my penis and there I came to my inexorable crisis. Waaow!! My seed spurted out and I was out of my control. It went on for a considerably long time. I collapsed on her and was panting desperately. My whole body was drenched with sweat.
Slowly I pulled back my penis and the wilting penis came out like a long lace and I could feel the total length that went inside her. I rolled down from her body and lay beside her. I was still gasping and drop of sweat trickled down from all over my body. After a while I got my sense back and looked at Ajeda. She was lying there motionless. I called her and there I found her totally unconscious, she got fainted. Oh my god! What was I going to do? I looked at her cunt and it was all smeared with fresh blood and some drops were still trickling down. Her bed was stained with blood all over. I was very horrified and rushed into the kitchen. I brought a mug full of water and bent upon her. I sprinkled some on her face… she started moaning I applied more water on her face and slowly she started gaining her sense back. The first thing she asked if all was over or not. I told her yes, and then she looked for her clothes. I helped her put on her Salwaar and she went to bathroom limping. I was waiting and she came back after a long time. She removed her bed sheet and put another one. Then she lay on her bed and I was beside her. She was groaning a little…..what was the matter? I asked. She told me that it was paining and burning. She pointed towards her crotch. I went to my room and brought back with a pain killer and a sedative and told her to take them. She asked me very calmly what they were. “It will alleviate your pain”. She swallowed both the tablets.
I took her in my arms and caressed her face tenderly. She hid her face in my chest and start sobbing. I kissed and tried to sooth her. And at last she fell asleep.
